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inner landscape is a space to listen within, explore the psyche, and remember your true nature
breath +
the way you breathe determines the way you live.
conscious breathing instantly alters physiology. try receiving a deep breath into the belly as you read this sentence, noticing any sensations. sometimes shifting our state can be that simple.
the breath can also be a tool in accessing expanded states of awareness, allowing you to explore more subtle layers of reality.
body +
there are many ways of knowing.
although we tend to favour the brain, every cell of our body possesses innate intelligence — a kind of sensory knowledge.
the body is a well of information. within every tingle, tension, numbness, and relaxation there is information.
by listening to and exploring the body we can reach insights inaccessible to the mind alone.
soul +
acknowledging the soul is acknowledging our immaterial essence, our expansive being beyond the body-mind. it is acknowledging the great mystery of existence.
exploring the soul brings us into the realms of dreams and imagination. here lies our creativity and the greatest gifts we can share with the world.
hannah de waal
hannah de waal
psychologist · breathworker · somatic therapist · earth medicine facilitator
I believe each one of us has boundless beauty to share simply by being ourselves. But first, we must ask ourselves who we really are. I am dedicated to facilitating that inner exploration. I aim to empower others to live courageously, to step into the unknown, to get lost, and to slow down and appreciate the view. Basically, to make the most of this blip of a lifetime inhabiting this body on this planet. My core values are courage, joy, and freedom.
After spending much of my upbringing seeking answers, I discovered that questions are far more interesting. Curiosity led me to study the psyche through Western psychology, Eastern philosophy, and exploring alternative states of consciousness. As a student of somatic therapy, yoga, and breathwork, I see the body as our greatest ally as we move through life. I hold retreats and workshops across Europe with an emphasis on (dis)integration. My perspective bridges the scientific with the shamanic, the practical with the mystical.
I view integration & disintegration as parallel cycles central within the human journey. Fragmentation and moving towards wholeness. Falling apart and coming back together. Integration is not only about making meaning of extraordinary experiences into everyday consciousness, but the integration of different aspects of the individual and collective psyche.
You’ll usually find me juggling several books and ideas, examining, learning and unlearning. In my free time I enjoy making herbal infusions, making music, dancing, and getting lost in the forest with my dog.
trainings & certifications
- Health & Medical Psychology (MSc)
- Neurodynamic Breathwork
- Trauma-informed psychedelic facilitation
- Mindfulness-based Cognitive Therapy
- Acceptance and Commitment Therapy
- Psychology (BSc)
- Shamanic Practitioner Training
- In progress: Somatic Experiencing therapy; eternal student of the Yawanawa tradition in Brazil
passionate about: dreamwork, herbalism, yoga nidra, mythosomatics, postactivism, trees
kind words
from those I’ve worked with
breathwork
what’s so special about breathwork?
First of all, the way you breathe determines the way you live.
Our breath patterns give us information about our inner state. Is the breath deep or shallow, quick or slow? Am I holding my breath? Every emotion has a breath signature, as do conditions like chronic stress or fatigue. Simply getting curious about the natural breath is where breathwork begins.
The breath is the only autonomic function that is both unconscious and conscious.
Our unconscious breath rules our lives. It is intertwined with our nervous system, guiding the way we feel, behave, and express ourselves.
When we breathe consciously, it becomes a powerful tool and a gateway to the nervous system. A single deep breath subtly alters our physiology (give it a go!). A few minutes of deep breathing can be equivalent to taking a psychoactive substance.
The breath can also expand consciousness, allowing access to more subtle layers of reality.
Cultures across the world have worked with the breath for millennia, to alter physical and mental states, access deeper layers of the subconscious, enter trance, and connect with a divine sense of the universe. Breath practices are present in yoga, Qigong, Zen Buddhism, and many other knowledge systems that have often been safeguarded and kept in secrecy.
There are many styles of breathwork.
There are many styles of breathwork, from gentle practices to down-regulate the nervous system before bed, to activating pranayama for focus and energy, to detoxifying practices, to practices to cultivate compassion. Singing, chanting, and even smoking can be considered breathwork. My weekly classes explore different styles of breath practices.
Breathwork is about self-empowerment.
Breathwork experiences can expand consciousness and quiet the thinking mind in a similar way to psychoactive or psychedelic experiences. However, breathwork experiences are not assisted by any external substance, so the power is all within you.
In essence, breathwork reconnects us with embodied wisdom.
The respiratory system is rooted in the words re- and -spirit, expressing the breath as a symbol of returning to spirit, of reconnecting with life.
Breathwork can facilitate the release of emotions or energy stuck in the body, allow insights to arise, and lead to significant shifts in perspective. In essence, breathwork reconnects us with a kind of embodied wisdom — what’s often referred to as our ‘inner wisdom’, ‘inner healer’, or ‘true Self’, which lies underneath all layers of cognitive conditioning. By working through these layers, there is the opportunity to live a life closely aligned with who we are and the gifts we are meant to share.
what happens during a circular breathwork session?
The rest of this explanation will focus on a specific style of circular breathwork called Neurodynamic Breathwork. This can be practiced 1-1 or in a group, but always in the care of a trusted facilitator.
During a session, you practice a style of deep circular breathing designed to enter an expanded state of awareness. In this state, deep physical and emotional healing processes may arise. This style of breathing involves an evocative music journey and is based on principles of Holotropic Breathwork and transpersonal psychology.
If you are new to breathwork, you will be guided through a comprehensive introductory talk. Then you lie down, close your eyes, and the journey begins.
The best advice during a breathwork session is to trust the process. The more you trust in your inner wisdom to guide you, the more you are able to let go of the rational mind. By trusting in your innate intelligence, you give yourself permission to surrender into the experience.
common experiences during a breathwork session include:
- sensory experiences
Sensations such as tingling, cramps, tension, heat, cold, and numbness are all possible. These are all forms of physical release. If any tension arises, it is useful to amplify the tension by breathing into it, thus allowing it to process and release. What you resist persists, and the way past is through.
- emotional experiences
Physical sensations often reveal underlying emotions that are stored in the body, but have been suppressed or remained unnoticed. During a session, you have permission to feel and express the full spectrum of the human experience, from anger to grief to joy to pleasure, and everything in between.
- biographical experiences
Memories may emerge from any point in your life, or from beyond your own life into what some may interpret as past life or ancestral memories. Biographical material often points toward unprocessed emotions ready to be released, or triggers insights around key life moments or decisions.
- perinatal experiences
It is possible to relive a part of your own birth process. This can take many forms, such as a blissful oceanic experience of being in the womb, or a feeling of fighting your way through the birth canal to be reborn. These tend to be empowering, healing, and life-changing experiences.
- transpersonal experiences
Transpersonal refers to transcending the self, and these experiences can take many forms. Dreamlike visions, becoming one with the universe, identifying with a plant or animal, and receiving insights or information are all examples of transpersonal experiences.
- yoga nidra states
Yoga nidra, or yogic sleep, is a profound state of rest and relaxation in which you lose track of time and space. This is closer to a trance state than a deep sleep. Often you return after the session feeling deeply rested, restored, and aware.
what happens after a breathwork session?
After a breathwork session, you are slowly guided back to the present moment. This is a time for gentleness, tea, snacks, and simply being with yourself. There is time for sharing experiences if you feel like it, or journaling if that feels better.
If you are breathing in a group, you will have a longer time to draw, paint, collage, or express your experience in another way before you attempt to express it in words. You may treasure the ineffability of the experience and choose to share very little verbally, or you may find it important to speak aloud an experience in detail. Both are welcome.
The prolonged effects of breathwork can’t always be grasped in words. Oftentimes, particularly after continued practice or after a retreat, there is a sense of something shifting in yourself, in your life, or in how you relate to your everyday life.
Some common experiences following a breathwork session or retreat include:
- heightened creativity / sexual / life force energy
- increased self awareness
- greater presence
- more self-love, self-compassion, and self-acceptance
- a sense of empowerment
- heightened connection with nature
- feeling a weight lifted / something released
- more fun / playfulness in life
- increased sensitivity
- a sense of fatigue / needing to rest
- difficult or suppressed emotions rising
- things that aren’t serving you in life becoming clear
Giving yourself time and space for integration is crucial. Integration allows you to cultivate the gifts from your experience and opens opportunities for sustained growth and transformation.
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breath & yoga nidra
Live at Yogaseads in Scheveningen, Den Haag.
Thursdays at 19.00: breath & yoga nidra.
women’s circles & grief circles
I hold women’s circles & grief circles in Den Haag and occasionally online.
Learn more about women’s circles here. Grief circles are held monthly starting on June 14th — you can find more information here.
A 1.5-day small group psilocybin retreat in a beautiful serene setting nestled in the Amstelpark, Amsterdam, including comprehensive preparation and integration.
*discounted places availableA four-day non-residential workshop focused on psychedelic integration, personal development, and exploring non-substance induced altered states of consciousness.
*discounted places available on requestA six-day psilocybin retreat in the wooded heart of the Netherlands, including two truffle ceremonies and comprehensive preparation and integration.
A 2.5 hour gathering to honour grief and change. These will take place monthly until October (July 26, August 23, September 20, October 18) — you are welcome to drop in on one or all sessions. Find more information about the concept on instagram.
*in support of genocide and mass starvation. discounted places available on requestA six-day psilocybin retreat in the wooded heart of the Netherlands, including two truffle ceremonies and comprehensive preparation and integration.
*contact me for referral discountsA 1.5-day small group psilocybin retreat in a beautiful serene setting nestled in the Amstelpark, Amsterdam, including comprehensive preparation and integration.
A six-week online course focused on psychedelic integration through self exploration and practical tools to integrate and embody your values.
*discounted places available on request
book a session
I offer 1-1 sessions in person in Den Haag and online via Zoom. I always offer a free 20-min intro call to explore if we are a good match.
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resources
here you can find a collection of resources and events
free psychedelic integration workbook
Developed together with David Heuer and the MIND Foundation, this workbook provides psychoeducation around psychedelic experiences and some simple integration tools and techniques. It centres around three pillars of integration: remember, express, and connect.
downloadplaylists
- music medicína — healing music from across cultures
- caffeine & other drugs — songs to play in your living room café
- afro groove — songs to move & groove to
